I hate being an overly emotional girl. I guess it is better than being an emotionless boy. I just hate the fact that my emotions are all over the place. One minute I am happy and everything seems perfect, yet the next minute I am sad and everything seems terrible. And I'm pretty sure that not all of this can be blamed on PMS or sudden symptoms of bi-polar. I just hate how it's so easy for me to fall into sadness when it takes 100 times the effort to be happy.
Well, old habits die hard, but I'm determined to keep myself out of the sad and stick to the happy.
As usual, this entry may not make any sense for I am sleep-deprived, sore from strenuous workouts, bloated & crampy, and food-deprived as well. Maybe some hot tea and good tunes will relax me...
Random re-occurring thought of the day: I miss my best friends.
I miss you, too.
ReplyDeleteHave you ever considered that it might not be "just emotion"? Based on your status updates and blogs for the past year, I get worried sometimes.
In the meantime here's a cool link my sis posted that I found inspiring and wise:
http://www.raptitude.com/2009/07/88-important-truths-ive-learned-about-life/